tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9791835819609343632024-03-26T23:37:38.139-07:00 aimyfoo.blogspot.comaimyyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09421057107146387650noreply@blogger.comBlogger35125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-979183581960934363.post-5390406715611413082015-02-01T05:20:00.001-08:002015-04-15T00:28:52.227-07:00COUNTING DAYS<div style="text-align: center;">
assalamualaikum earthlings.</div>
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when i was a very little kid gituu i kept thinking hows my world to be.<br />
i mean in the future nanti. is it would be different or otherwise.<br />
and sometimes i might think that maybe i will never be in the world anymore before i reach thirteen years old.<br />
and every night i would cry and cry in the bedroom or under a desk alone because im afraid it's gonna be right and im gonna die in a young age.<br />
the first time i step my foot into the secondary school im feeling so small.<br />
im afraid someone will offend me or bully me or doing something doesnt right on me.<br />
i know who i am. i know my abilities in everything which i can do and can not do.<br />
and plus i know im not that genius ordinary genius girl which can get everyone's attentions in academics or in uniform's activities also.<br />
you know, in this young age. i learned many things about this world and how it works on people.<br />
we need to be tolerance person. this life ada give and take. sebab sometimes we are up and sometimes we are down.<br />
nobody know about their future looks like. and i never thought that i would maybe die within a young age.<br />
im afraid if i will never wake up from sleep but i can see my body laying in the bed and see my lovely dearest person are crying watching me wearing a white dresse. i just cant.<br />
as a humble small tiny human, i believe Allah's fate.<br />
if i die young, thats mean Allah doesnt want me to do sins anymore.<br />
if i die sooner, thats mean Allah gives me another chances to improve myself of being a good muslim.<br />
and if Allah makes my life so difficult and it's not easy for me to handle it by my own, or maybe i get sick one day, thats mean Allah wants me to perform solat and keep berdoa to Him.<br />
just stay positive.<br />
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Allah loves me. Allah loves all of us. and what else we can do? Love Allah.aimyyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09421057107146387650noreply@blogger.com28tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-979183581960934363.post-85014535089763749292014-12-31T02:52:00.000-08:002014-12-31T02:57:44.773-08:00LAST PAGE--365 DAYS<div style="text-align: center;">
assalamualaikum =)</div>
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The only person you should try to be better than is the person you were yesterday. <br />
i learned new things a lot. i got new experiences. i hurt too much. and i messed my mind with unimportant things.<br />
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of being one of the spm students untuk tahun 2014 ni, aku belajar untuk jangan mengeluh, jangan cepat putus asa, jangan malas, jangan banyak main handphone and other bad habits yang aku selalu and suka buat.<br />
baru sekarang aku tahu kenapa orang kat muka bumi ni respect kat orang yang cerdik pandai sebab aku tahu betapa susahnya nak berjaya. betapa susahnya nak dapatkan A- dalam semua subject.<br />
bukan senang nak berjaya tapi bukan susah nak berjaya. hati kena tenang. minda kena fokus. jiwa kena kental. sebab usaha tu tangga kejayaan.<br />
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aku pernah gaduh and kadang kadang memang cari gaduh dengan orang sekeliling aku, tapi aku belajar untuk melupakan dan memaafkan orang yang aku pernah buat salah dengan dia and orang yang pernah buat salah dengan aku.<br />
maybe ambil masa nak heal, nak lupa but percayalah, kau akan tersenyum nanti bila kau mampu buat semua tu.<br />
kat dunia ni takde sape yang sempurna. semua ada baik dan buruknya. cuma kita je yang mesti belajar menerima takdir yang Allah tentukan untuk kita.<br />
anggap je setiap perkara yang berlaku kat kita sebelum ni asam garam kehidupan untuk menjadikan kita seorang yang lebih matang. sebab pengalaman tu dapat mematangkan seseorang.<br />
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aku pernah menyesal sebab tak hargai orang yang aku sayang, so aku belajar untuk menghargai setiap benda yang ada kat depan mata aku. tak kira benda tu kecil ke besar. mahal ke murah. bernilai ke tak bernilai. sebab mungkin benda tu nampak biasa biasa je untuk kita tapi sebenarnya sangat bernilai kat mata orang lain.<br />
kau kena tahu hidup kita ni bukan senang nak puaskan hati semua orang. jadi, dengan menghargai dan bersyukur sudah memadai untuk puaskan hati semua orang. jangan sebab ego yang setinggi gunung everast, niat kau terkubur. jangan biarkan nasi menjadi bubur. yang penting ikhlas.<br />
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aku pernah buat benda yang luar dari kotak hidup aku and aku belajar yang aku kena berani to try sesuatu yang baru.<br />
sebab tak semua benda yang kau tak suka tu tak baik untuk kau. what you need to do is explore and observe everything around you and take it as a lesson yang baik untuk kau.<br />
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tapi yang paling best, aku belajar untuk jadi kawan yang baik and ada kawan yang baik. even kadang kadang kau rasa kawan kawan kau a bit annoying tapi percayalah yang annoying tu lah yang paling kau sayang.<br />
apa yang dorang rasa tak kiralah happy ke sedih ke geram ke confuse ke secara tak langsung kau akan rasa benda yang sama.<br />
paling seronok bila kau gelak sama sama sampai perut senak sampai keluar air mata sampai ketawa tu takde suara. pade hal benda tu takdelah lawak mana. tapi tu lah the most thing yang kau takkan lupa.<br />
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thank you 2014 for being such a fun exciting bitter memorable year to me!<br />
im sorry for the things i had done to anyone who knew me.<br />
and dont forget untuk doakan my spm's result nanti cemerlang.<br />
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every goals korang untuk tahun 2015 ni aimy doakan yang terbaik and termakbul sebab;<br />
kat dunia ni ada dua benda je yang mustahil,<br />
orang tua kembali muda--orang mati hidup semula.<br />
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kita kosong kosong ye? =)<br />
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aimy.</div>
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isnt it funny how one simple thing can change someones life.<br />
how one single person can ruin someone's future.<br />
how a couple silly actions can cause someone so much distress.<br />
ive never thought how my actions may affect me no matter anyone else in the future.<br />
ive never looked back at how other people or how things that ive done have made me who i am now.<br />
whether it's something or praise or somthing dismay, those of dismay always seem to be most memorable.<br />
the ones that make you feel stupid or embarrassed.<br />
those mistakes that i look back in and regret are those that i remember.<br />
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ive made a mistake. it's not just a silly mistake like forgetting my lunch, it's something that makes me not trust people.<br />
it's something that i will remember in years to come.<br />
it's something that makes me feel worse than i ever have. i feel disgusting. stupid. naive. hurt. embarrassed. idiotic. and worst of all... scared.<br />
i think maybe sometimes ignorance truly is bliss. i want to believe that the world is a nice place.<br />
i want to believe that people in it aren't not cruel and sly and can be trusted.<br />
you dont want things you have because you already have it.<br />
so i have none of those things, do i?<br />
im going to keep wanting those things though because without wanting anything, the world would be a dark place.<br />
nothing to hope for and nothing to drive you forwards.<br />
i have drive and sometimes i think that's the only thing i have but i hold on to that. i hold on to the possible future and it makes me hopeful.<br />
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throughout my short-lived life i have come to observe the world as a kind world full of cruel souls.<br />
you see, there will always be good and always be bad,<br />
but we dont always see it.<br />
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i've decided that i dont like people really. dont get me wrong, i dont mean it in a horrible way.<br />
im just not a people person. they hurt you, manipulate you and disappoint you.<br />
all i know is that being with people.. im not me.aimyyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09421057107146387650noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-979183581960934363.post-42832870852765111922014-11-28T06:18:00.007-08:002014-11-28T06:18:52.936-08:00REASON WHY YOU SHOULD STAY<br />
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you know, bila hati seseorang pernah hancur. akan ada part dalam diri
dia yang turut sama hilang.<br />
akan ada sebahagian hati dia yang lenyap.<br />
bukan bermakna dia tak cintakan kau. tapi mungkin saat dia betul-betul
sakit dulu, hati dia dah decide untuk buang segala macam rasa yang ada
dalam tu kecuali cinta dia pada kau.<br />
dia lupa cara nak gelak dan senyum
cause she's really happy.<br />
dia lupa cara nak percaya orang dan dia lupa
cara nak jaga perasaan orang.<br />
she wants to be happy tapi suara dalam
fikiran dia yang selalu tambahkan her insecurities,<br />
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<i><b>"dia akan blah
kenapa kau taknak dengar cakap aku" </b></i><br />
<i><b>"kau nak rasa sakit macam haritu?" </b></i><br />
<i><b>"apa kau nak buat kalau dia pun sama macam yang lain?" </b></i><br />
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she's
not okay at all tapi cuba acah macam she's fine.<br />
kau boleh tahu. kau
cuma perlu perhati. cara senyuman dia terus mati bila tak ada orang yang
pandang.<br />
macamana setiap jawapan pada soalan kau jadi makin pendek dan
macamana ketawa dia makin terpaksa hari demi hari.<br />
sometimes, kau akan
terperasan seolah-olah pandangan dia jauh melayang entah ke mana and
when you ask why dia akan geleng dan senyum.<br />
seolah-olah she's gone.
lost and alone.<br />
dan bila kau perasan dia tenung kau, mata dia
seolah-olah tengah menangis tanpa air mata. <br />
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kau mungkin akan perasan sedikit demi sedikit dia jauhkan diri dari kau
atau mungkin semua orang.<br />
bukan sebab dia tak sayang.<br />
tapi sebab dia
penat nak berlakon seolah-olah dia tengah happy depan semua orang.<br />
being
alone is easier.<br />
tak perlu nak pura-pura depan sesiapa. making excuses untuk sedapkan
hati kau. the last thing they wanna see is orang yang dia sayang susah
hati sebab dia.<br />
macamana tidur dia makin awal dan makin lama dari biasa.<br />
sebab mungkin, dengan tidur dia boleh lupakan dunia untuk sekejap.<br />
macamana keluhan dia makin kerap dari biasa.<br />
little did you know, setiap
keluhan tu seolah-olah tengah bunuh hati dia.<br />
setiap pujian atau sweet
words yang kau ucap, dia hanya akan balas "thank you" atau "mana ada"
bila dia tengah yakinkan hati dia supaya tak percaya dengan ayat manis
kau.<br />
here's a tip.<br />
even bila kau rasa macam syok sendiri atau dia macam
layan nak taknak please just please keep on saying sweet things sebab
dalam diam sebenarnya hati dia tengah cair.<br />
like how you say that she's
beautiful. dia akan rasa itu semua langsung tak betul tapi itu tak
bermakna she's not happy about it.<br />
walaupun dia ucap sesuatu dengan
senyuman, beri perhatian pada mata yang tunduk dan pandangan yang
melayang hilang jauh entah ke mana.<br />
pay attention. never look away.<br />
sebab semua benda ni hampir mustahil untuk dikesan unless you really
love them.<br />
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bila kau rasa orang yang kau sayang rasa semua ni, please be there for
them. stay. itu saat yang dia paling perlukan kau.<br />
untuk kau layan dia
berbeza dari cara dia layan kau.<br />
untuk kau tunjuk effort kau dekat dia.
care pasal dia, puji dia and tell her how much you love her and please
prove it.<br />
dia akan ucap macam-macam ayat yang deep dalam macam laut dan
dia akan uji kesabaran kau tahap dewa.<br />
please don't get angry at her or
swing kan mood kau.<br />
sebab kau tak tahu macamana dia rasa serbasalah
lepas dia ucap semua tu tanpa fikir.<br />
if you ever do, marah dia.<br />
dia akan
fikir apa yang dia ucap dekat kau tak setanding dengan sakit yang kau
pernah buat dekat dia.<br />
it will make things worst.<br />
dia akan terlintas
semula semua benda yang pernah jadi and she will never forget.<br />
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one thing that you should know, when she's broken dia akan expect semua
orang akan blah dari hidup dia.<br />
dan bila kau tak blah, dia sendiri akan
cuba buat kau blah untuk buktikan yang dia betul.<br />
but please, please
don't. stay even if it's hard.<br />
mungkin bukan sekejap dan mungkin akan
ambil masa yang lama.<br />
mungkin tahap kesabaran kau makin lama makin
menipis dan mungkin kau akan terfikir untuk pergi.<br />
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but please stay. sebab bila satu hari nanti hati dia betul betul dah
sembuh.<br />
kau sendiri akan terpaku dan masa seolah-olah terhenti bila
semua tu muncul semula.<br />
kau akan terfikir <i>"wow, dah lama tak nampak dia macamani"</i>
macamana cantiknya dia bila dia senyum seikhlas hati.<br />
macamana kau rasa
nak hug dia everytime dia gelak sebab dia betul-betul happy.<br />
macamana
manjanya dia bila dia buka hati dia semula.<br />
macamana perangai nakal dia
bila dia nak bergurau dengan kau. macamana comelnya bila dia excited
dengan something. semua kesabaran dan sakit yang kau rasa sekarang untuk
fight for her akan worth it bila dia dah kembali semula. but it will
take time so please, stay. <br />
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please don't give up sebab kalau kau pun fed up, dia pun akan sekali
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kalau kau dah berhenti cuba dapatkan
hati dia semula, kau akan buat dia end up benci diri sendiri.<br />
salah dia
kenapa semua orang pergi.<br />
she'll loose all her feelings and she'll be
heartless for a long-long time. <br />
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orang lain. so that kau akan jaga hati kau sendiri bila orang lain tak
sudi. kau akan halang orang dari lukakan hati kau, sebab kau sayang hati
kau.<br />
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it doesn't hurt anymore & both of us have moved on and get over it. <i><b>i found a guy. he's better than you. i'm sorry for saying that but it's the truth.</b></i> but maybe because he came <i>after you</i>,
i found myself being too careful with love &my heart built a brick
out of all those pain that you left even after you've gone<br />
thankyou for
being my first love. thankyou for all those sweet highschool love
memories.<br />
<br />
4 years ago, it was a dream came true for me did you know that? i was 14
when the most perfect guy in school got a crush on me. a senior who's
wanted by most of the girls in our school. and yet, you chose me; the so
called damsel in distress. i wonder why but i never ask. you did
somehow explain, of what makes me interesting in front of your eyes. i'm
uniqe and different you said. i'm not that pretty but somehow i can
make people notices me.well at least you did. it came across my mind
like every second when i was with you, that you could leave just like
that any second. i was being extra careful with you, not putting my
hopes too high so that i won't get hurt. not loving you that much so
that i won't hit rock bottom if you ever left. but i'm sorry that i hurt
you for doing that. most of all, i'm sorry for being the first to gave
up. <br />
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<br />
everyone wonders why the perfect couple of the year break
up. who's the one who left? which one of us finally gave up? and i
can't really answer that. seriously, why did we break up? i guess all
those fights and screaming at 3AM actually does affect our hearts
somehow. it took quite some times but finally it happened. we got
exhausted. we love each other too much and at one point, those love
turns into <i>"i want to own him/her" </i>it's not enough being a
special person in each others heart anymore. we want to control
everything. movements, talks & even what's in each others head.
we want to know everything & when we can't.. we got pissed off
and we fought. i'm sorry for saying this but you're the most annoying
person that i've ever been with. i hate your smile. i hate it so much
till the point i frown each time you smile. whats more, i hate the sound
of your voice & i hate your face. i hate that you control my
life & i hate that i have to left people because of you. <i><b>i lost my self & my world to you. </b></i><br />
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sorry for being complicated. i told what i want you to think i want but
at the same time, i want you to notice that it's not what i want. weird
huh? i always thought as if you could read my mind. and you always said
that you can read me. the reason behind my every moves. it irritates me
that somehow you're always right. for once i want prove that you're
wrong. i can't act all innocent in front of you. because you're the
first person who knows my motives behind my every words, roads that i
took & you always said that you know me better than me. is that so? i
guess you're right. and maybe that is exactly why you left. <b>because you knew me. </b><br />
<br />
i had a crush on your best friend<b> </b>and i'm terribly sorry for
that. now that i think about it, it must hurt so bad for the one that
you loved, loving the one that you trust the most. i can't imagine being
you even for a day. i mean, how could i? i was a monster to you before.
i never really meant what i said. i never really did something out of <b>"just because"</b>
but i guess you realized that before i did don't you? and that must
hurt a lot. to know someone better than they do. to know that they did
it on purposed. hurting you just because. again, how could i? you really
loved me before right. you did. that's not even a question. i know that
better than everyone else and i guess that is exactly why i got tired
of you. more than i do. <i><b>it's just, sometimes we will get tired of being love so much. </b></i>i
guess that makes both of us to noticed that. but i was.. i was really
in love with him; your bestfriend. and i know i couldn't get him in any
way possible. and i'm sorry for taking you for granted. i used you. i
used your love. i did many horrible things to you simply to see you give
up. so that when you finally do, i won't be the bad guy anymore. it
will be you, because you're the one who left. doesn't matter why but the
fact that you gave up & left, makes you the bad guy.<br />
<br />
but you're at fault to you know. you controls me too much and i'm tired
of it. all the girls adore you and you're aware of that. you know that
you're almost perfect and i hate that part of you so much. the fact that
you know exactly how popular you are. you never really listen to my
stories and it's all about you. as much as i used you, you used me too.
so i guess that's fair enough. you're never really a gentleman. i pay
for our every meals and movies & your hug always lead to something
else. i gave up on us long time a ago. <br />
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now that i fall in love again, i don't want it to complicated like our
love did. i want it to be simple & just having fun out of the good
in it. left the bad things behind. i want it to be completely different
from our story. so i changed. i'm not the girl that you used to know.
maybe because i did learnt my lesson. i can't get jealous & it
doesn't really hurt anymore. over all of things. it weirds but i guess i
used all of my emotions on you. now that you've left me half empty, i
forgot. i really forgot how to love again & feel something out of
it. anything. <b><i>i guess can't hurt my feelings if i don't have any. </i></b><br />
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the fact that we laugh all the time and not screaming at 3AM &
fights and not backing off is just.. lonely.. this new guy, he loves me
so much and he make sure that everyone knows that you know. he is the
kind of guy that girls can only dream off. he's the Tumblr guy. he's a
skater and lives in underground world. the bad boy who treats every girl
who annoys him like shit. but when he met me, that bad guy turns into a
romeo. he is a real prince charming and he puts me above anything
else. i don't want our love story became public like our love did. we
rarely fight & i tend to forgive him right away. i really want to be
the completely opposite from our story. not that our story is a bad one
but i just don't want that kind of ending. to left just because it
finally burst out & we just couldn't take it anymore. with him,
everything is so simple. he knows my past & i accept his flaws. he
loves me for who i am & he didn't make me jealous at all. i know
that i said i cant get jealous but with him, it's more like he's the one
who won't make do anything to make me feel insecure or jealous. he
considers my feelings over all of his movements. but he did a mistake
like you did; <i><b>he made me his world</b></i>. <i>he loves me too much. and i don't like tha</i>t. <i><b>i don't want him to be another you.</b></i><br />
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it was a very very hard months for me so far,</div>
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i mean like---busy with classes, homework, revisions, study group and such those things.</div>
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it's really made my life you know, stressed but awesome yea.<br />
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tak happy bukan bermakna tak bahagia.<br />
finally. memang lah ada perempuan yang lebih cantik. lebih baik & lebih perfect dari dia yang kau boleh pilih.<br />
tapi kau kena ingat, dekat luar sana pun lebih ramai lelaki yang lagi sweet & yang nak jaga dia lebih baik dari kau .<br />
tapi dia pilih kau jugak.<br />
satu saat nanti kalau kau rasa macam nak give up dengan dia, remember when you two first met & ingat balik semua usaha kau untuk dapatkan dia dulu.<br />
so appreciate her, jangan hilang dia sebab ego kau,keras kepala kau. tak berbaloi seriously.<br />
jangan bila dia dah pergi dari hidup kau, baru kau nak rindu manja dia, nakal dia, <b>weird habits of her</b>.<br />
kau akan hilang semua tu dan lelaki lain yang akan rasa semua tu lepas ni.<br />
kau nak?</div>
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kadang kadangbila kau tipu dia, dia tahu. tapi dia buat bodoh je. sebab apa? sebab she doesnt want to pick a fight.<br />
and sometimes even dah kantoi kau tipu dia, deep dalam hati dia tetap percayakan kau sedangkan hati dia dah retak seribu.<br />
dia sorok perasaan dia taknak kau rasa serba salah.<br />
sebab taknak kau fikir dia jenis yang cepat emosi.<br />
dia selalu cakap <i>'<span style="color: red;">tak ada apa apa</span>'</i> sebab taknak kau bosan dia asyik merajuk asyik sentap.<br />
kau jangan lah jadi bendul pergi percaya.<br />
perempuan ni complicated sikit.<br />
apa kitorang kata taknak tu sebenarnya kitorang nak.<br />
kitorang nak kau percaya kitorang tapi kitorang nak kau sedar kitorang tipu.<br />
faham tak?<br />
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memang dah dicipita perempuan ni lagi lemah dari lelaki. kau nak dia, kau yang pilih dia so kau kenalah faham dia sikit. </div>
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perempuan ni memang tak suka dengan lelaki yang cepat give up i mean like kau tak pernah nak buat dia rasa safe bila dengan kau.</div>
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faham perangai dia bila dia nak manja-manja. faham perangai dia bila dia penat. </div>
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faham perangai dia bila dia merajuk. </div>
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<span style="color: #6aa84f;">so please, jaga percakapan jaga perbuatan.</span></div>
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little things hurt the most. </div>
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i know it's complicated but if she's your girl, kau sendiri akan tahu.</div>
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assalamualaikum!</div>
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life goes on honey!</div>
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nahh, just dont worry about the haters.</div>
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they are just angry because the truth you speak contradicts the lie they live.</div>
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kaki kau dah melangkah.<br />
melangkah i mean dengan maksud lain kau dah <b>moving on.</b><br />
masa tu kau dah taknak patah balik.<br />
taknak pandang masa pahit silam kau tu.<br />
langsung taknak.<br />
sebab kau taknak rasa sakit. sedih. kecewa. bodoh. dengan sikap kau sendiri.<br />
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kadang kadang dalam hidup ni kita terlalu nak puaskan hati orang sampaikan hati kita sendiri takde sape nak kesah pun sebenarnya. even diri kita sendiri.<br />
ada kalanya kita terlepas pandang, macam mana nak puaskan hati orang sedangkan kat dunia ni takde orang yang sempurna pun.<br />
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<i> "aku akan happy bila kau happy"</i></div>
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kita sanggup tengok orang lain happy.</div>
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sampaikan sanggup berkorban kebahagian.</div>
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everyone deserve to be happy.</div>
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bukan 'certain everyone'.</div>
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berapa lama kau nak kena tahan rasa sakit yang susah nak sembuh tu.</div>
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berapa lama kau nak kena pura pura yang kau happy sebernarnya kau tak rasa macam tu pun.</div>
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berapa lama kau nak kena ambil masa pulihkan hati kau yang melebur.</div>
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berapa lama?</div>
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kau sendiri tahu. masa tu nak kata menyesal memang dah takde gunanya.</div>
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sebab semua tu dah terjadi.</div>
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lebih teruk lagi, semua tu terjadi sebab kau terlalu nak puaskan hati orang.</div>
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sampaikan takda ruang kat hati kau untuk diri kau nak rasa happy.</div>
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kau ambil masa lama,</div>
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sangat lama,</div>
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untuk pujuk hati kau sendiri...</div>
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sampailah satu hari,</div>
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kau sedar, yang kau dah bazir banyak masa untuk fikir tentang masa lampau kau.</div>
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<i>"dunia ni tak kejam, yang kejam itu manusia"</i></div>
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kau cuma perlu tarik nafas,</div>
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lihat langit biru,</div>
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perhatikan bintang berkilapan,</div>
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pandang bulan yang sedang mengambang,</div>
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dan kau hembus kan nafas kau perlahan-lahan.</div>
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bayangkan semua cerita and kenangan pahit kau tu dah pergi sama dengan hembusan nafas yang kau lepaskan.</div>
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dalam masa yang sama,</div>
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kau kena belajar menerima.<br />
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remind kat minda kau.<br />
jangan biarkan pisang bebuah dua kali.<br />
jangan biarkan diri kau rasa benda yang sama pada masa yang akan datang.<br />
dunia ni terlalu luas and terlalu banyak benda yang kay belum lalui.<br />
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<i>happy. senyum. breath.</i></div>
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kau cuma perlu beri sedikit peluang untuk diri kau rasa gembira.<br />
get your life, babe!<br />
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p/s : mungkin kadang kadang rasa rindu tu kuat. tapi tanam kan semangat untuk lawan rasa rindu tu lagi kuat. berhenti bergantung kepada sesuatu yang tak pasti. berhenti berharap pada sesuatu yang taktahu untuk hargai diri kita.<br />
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salam!</div>
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salam! =) </blockquote>
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" Jujur, aku dah tak sayang kau sangat sangat,<br />
tapi, aku takkan benci kau sebab ntah. aku tak boleh.<br />
tak sayang tak bermakna benci. "</blockquote>
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walaupun kau dengan aku maybe dah takde apa apa relationship yang special sekarang.<br />
aku rasa lega and bertuah sangat sebab we're still friend.<br />
tak gaduh. tak benci.<br />
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just because aku tahu both of us dah boleh berfikir secara matang tentang hal ni.<br />
aku rasa, keputusan yang kita buat ni betul.<br />
maksud aku, kita patut focus dalam academic masing masing.<br />
lepas kita dah berjaya. barulah boleh belajar erti cinta.<br />
<span style="color: #93c47d;">kalau dah jodoh, tidak kemana lah.</span><br />
betul tak?<br />
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well,<br />
sesungguhnya ajal maut. rezeki. masa depan. jodoh. hanya Allah yang tahu.<br />
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jika satu hari nanti, kau akan ke Paris. dan aku akan ke London.<br />
then dengan kuasa Allah kita berjumpa.<br />
itulah dinamakan <span style="color: red;">jodoh</span>.<br />
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tapi, jika kita berjumpa and hati salah seorang dari kita sudah dimiliki.<br />
anggap sahaja ini <span style="color: #f1c232;">takdir</span> daripada Allah.<br />
ada <span style="color: #6fa8dc;">hikmah</span> kenapa ni semua terjadi.<br />
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mungkin,<br />
Allah dah sediakan sesuatu yang jauh lebih baik untuk kita.<br />
siapa tahu kan?<br />
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assalamualaikum,</div>
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it's okay if you leave me</div>
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i know you'll end up by leaving me</div>
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i'm lost and all alone</div>
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i can't see</div>
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it's all dark</div>
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you were my light</div>
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but you turned out my light</div>
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and left me</div>
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but i know what it's like to want to die</div>
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how it's hurt to smile</div>
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but it's okay,</div>
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everyone ends up by leaving me.</div>
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-aimy-</div>
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Girls,</div>
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<span style="background-color: white;">stop waiting for that 'perfect' boy.</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white;">he's not out there and your life isn't an 80's movie. if you push that boy away, he's not gonna come back and comfort you. he's gonna <i>leave</i>. </span><span style="background-color: white;">life isn't like a movie. </span><span style="background-color: white;">so, stop expecting it to be.</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white;">but there is such a thing as <i>love</i>.</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white;">find it, just with your hopes not as high.</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white;"><br /></span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white;">there comes a point when you have to realize you'll never be good enough for some people.</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white;">the question is, is that your problem or theirs?</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white;">every girl is beautiful.</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white;">sometimes,</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white;">it just takes the right guy to see it.</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white;"><br /></span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white;">i can't explain. its just there..</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white;">i look at my life and its all seem right.</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white;">i have friends to laugh with, i have people who need me, people who care about me, people i care about, i have found love, i have someone talk with about most of things, my family isn't perfect but is better then it was, school getting better, but i'm still stuck..</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white;">and even though everything looks fine, something is missing..</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white;">i feel the depression around.</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white;">even thought i'm moving on, i guess i was wrong again..</span><br />
<span style="background-color: white;">after all of it, i still feel this emptiness inside of me.</span><br />
<span style="background-color: white;">i just feel empty, but hurt at the same time.</span><br />
<span style="background-color: white;">and sometimes, i feel so sad, so broken that my heart truly hurt as the tears fall.</span><br />
<span style="background-color: white;">and i may laugh all day, smile, say its all right and sometimes its not going to be a lie.</span><br />
<span style="background-color: white;">but when i'm alone i'm who i really am, this broken sad girl, and i'm just so afraid to let someone know about it..</span><br />
<span style="background-color: white;">so i keep it all inside, saying i don't know what's happening, and letting it breaking me,</span><br />
<span style="background-color: white;">slowly..</span><br />
<span style="background-color: white;"><br /></span>
<span style="background-color: white;">and i know it'll be alright, but now i just drowning.</span><br />
<span style="background-color: white;">and even though there is some people who know how to teach me swim around,</span><br />
<span style="background-color: white;">i just can't keep my head above for so long for some reason i don't know about...</span><br />
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<span style="background-color: white;">Abu Huraira reported :</span><br />
<span style="background-color: white;">Allah's Messenger SAW said :</span><br />
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<span style="background-color: white;"><span style="color: #6fa8dc;">when a believer-washes his face ( in course of ablution), every sin he contemplated with his eyes, will be washed away from his face along with water, or with the last drop of water.</span></span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #93c47d;">when he washes his hands, every sin they wrought will be effaced from his hands with the water, or with the last drop of water, and</span><br />
<span style="background-color: white;"><span style="color: #e06666;">when he washes his feet, every sin towards which his feet have walked will be washed away with the water or with the last drop of water with the result that he comes out pure from all sins.</span></span><br />
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<span style="background-color: white;">okay then, salam!</span></div>
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assalamualaikum.</div>
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<span style="background-color: #f4cccc; color: #134f5c;">strangers can become best friends just as easy as best friends can become strangers.</span></div>
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truth is..</div>
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yes i miss our talks. i miss our jokes. i miss sharing stories with you. i miss to play games together. everything when we were best friend.</div>
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then we were being strangers with no reason.</div>
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both of us just being silent.</div>
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even in fact, we could see each other in school.</div>
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i admit, it's hurt seeing you have a good and fun day with your new best friends.</div>
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and i was thought that maybe you didn't mind pun if i just disappear, fade from your life.</div>
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just because i can see your smile on your face every time you were having a great moment with your new best friends.</div>
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and yesterday,</div>
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you sent me a text and saying that i keep avoiding you, i made you feel like a loser.</div>
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<span style="color: red;"><i>it's me? it's my fault?</i></span></div>
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it's NOT.</div>
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just because i'm just being silent that's mean i'm avoiding you?<br />
i keep trying to have a good relation with you even with a simple chat.</div>
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and you, act like you never care and blame me and keep saying that i was wrong.<br />
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and when it's my turn asking you why you're avoiding me.</div>
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you said that you were pressure on me and want to make my life easier somehow.</div>
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i'm sorry if i treating you like one.</div>
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didn't mean to pressure you honestly.</div>
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i know i'm not a good friend to you.</div>
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i know i did break your heart into pieces.</div>
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i know you were mad and disappointed on me.</div>
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i know i was wrong.</div>
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forgive me if i offended you.</div>
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but in the same time. it's hurt. too hurt to tell you about my feelings. it's a messed.</div>
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well, i'll always pray for a better day for you and gonna get another greatest girl-best-friend.</div>
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even i know it's hard to get the awesome boy-best-friend the one like you.</div>
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salam!</div>
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let it go.</div>
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never ruin a good day by thinking about a bad of yesterday.</div>
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stop holding on to what hurts.<br />
reach for what makes you happy.<br />
seriously.<br />
<br />
at the end of the day,<br />
the sun will fade<br />
into the curve of the dirt.<br />
where the sapphire sky<br />
touches the dew covered grass,<br />
painting strokes of light<br />
and setting fire to the air.<br />
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one last goodbye<br />
reminds me that<br />
endings can be beautiful,<br />
even though<br />
nothing gold can stay.<br />
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anyone can make you happy by doing something special.<br />
but there's only one special guy can make you happy without doing anything.<br />
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everyone has someone in their life that keeps them looking forward to another day.<br />
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fake smile.<br />
that's the only make up that girls can wear.<br />
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yes, i'm upset.<br />
it could be because i thought i actually meant something to you, i thought you cared.<br />
<span style="color: red;"><b>but i was wrong.</b></span><br />
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i actually thought you were the only one who was still able to make me smile. laugh. just to make me feel good for a few minutes.<br />
turns out you can't even do that anymore.<br />
i just don't know what to do so i can be happy again.<br />
it all seems so hard.<br />
to hard to try.<br />
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but i won't give up just because things are hard.<br />
just open your eyes and look for it.<br />
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assalamualaikum!</div>
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pernah tak kau curi curi pandang.</div>
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curi pandang kat orang yang kau tak sangka dia dah jadi sebahagian dari hidup kau.</div>
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kau akan curi curi pandang,</div>
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bila kau nampak dia tengah sibuk buat kerja.</div>
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sampaikan bila dia perasan kau tengah pandang dia,</div>
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kau akan buat buat pandang tempat lain or kau terus borak dengan kawan kat sebelah kau.</div>
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kau akan curi curi pandang,</div>
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bila everyday dia lalu depan kelas kau.</div>
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sampaikan bestfriend kau tegur or tepuk manja pipi kau.</div>
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and time tuh baru lah kau sedar.</div>
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kau akan curi curi pandang,</div>
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bila semua orang tegah focus dalam kelas. termasuk dia.</div>
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mata kau mesti akan pandang kat dia.</div>
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entah kenapa.</div>
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dalam diam,</div>
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kau senaraikan semua salah kau kat dia.</div>
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dan dalam masa yang sama,</div>
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kau senaraikan juga apa salah dia kat kau.</div>
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orang kata normal kalau dalam setiap hubungan tu ada konflik.</div>
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normal ke kalau masing masing dengan ego sendiri?</div>
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tapi sebenarnya dari situ,</div>
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kau boleh nampak macam mana dia turunkan ego dia.</div>
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dia sanggup call kau banyak kali semata mata untuk cakap sorry.</div>
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dia tetap text kau even sebenarnya salah tu puncanya dari diri kau.</div>
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dia tetap kata sayang and rindu kau even kau tahu dia kecil hati sangat dengan sikap kau.<br />
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kenapa.</div>
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mungkin sebab dia ikhlas dengan kau.</div>
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and setiap kali kau pandang dia.</div>
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mungkin time tu marah kau yang membuak buak tu hilang.</div>
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ego kau yang tingginya macam gunung tu boleh turun.</div>
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atau mungkin.</div>
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sebab kau rindukan dia. cuma kau je yang taknak mengaku.</div>
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jadi, kau akan selalu curi curi pandang dia.</div>
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<span style="text-align: start;">assalamualaikum!</span><br />
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<span style="text-align: left;">oh. takapa.</span></div>
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awak ketahuilah. air mata tunggu masa nak mengalir bila ucapakan perkataan ini.</div>
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gentle, aku benci perkataan ni. bayangkan apa aku rasa.</div>
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aku sakit sangat sangat.</div>
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tapi, disebabkan aku dah ucap perkataan tu,</div>
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aku kena pura pura macam aku dapat terima semua benda ni.</div>
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aku kena senyum dan lupakan semua sakit yang aku rasa tadi.</div>
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<span style="color: #38761d;">hampir setiap hari aku ucap perkataan itu kerana awak.</span></div>
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bayangkanlah.<br />
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honestly,</div>
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aku dah muak dengan sikap dia yang berkali-kali tipu aku.</div>
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dia buat macam aku ni tak ada perasaan, langsung.</div>
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sikap kejam dia yang non-stop mainkan hati aku.</div>
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ego dia yang entah bila rendahnya.</div>
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sampai bila bila pun aku ingat.</div>
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aku dah tak ada perasaan kat dia lagi.</div>
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tapi,</div>
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even aku dah tak sayang dia sangat sangat sekalipun,</div>
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aku takkan boleh benci dia.</div>
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<span style="color: #f1c232;">tak benci tak bermakna sayang.</span></div>
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cuma entah, aku tak boleh benci dia.</div>
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tapi one day,</div>
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dia akan tiba tiba lenyap.</div>
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maksud aku,</div>
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entah bila...</div>
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somehow tak ada lagi tweet tweet dia muncul.</div>
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tak ada lagi nampak nama dia kat news feed.</div>
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well, sebab aku dah stop stalk dia.</div>
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somehow tak ada lagi senyuman manis buat jantung aku degup degup.</div>
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well, sebab aku dah stop perhatikan dia.</div>
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somehow, takada lagi dia.</div>
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well, sebab aku dah stop mencari.</div>
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walaupun dia ada depan mata.</div>
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<b><span style="color: #ea9999;"><i><u><br /></u></i></span></b></div>
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maybe sebab masa tu,</div>
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aku dah jumpa <span style="color: #3d85c6;">pengganti</span> yang boleh buat aku lupa semua rasa sakit.</div>
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<span style="color: #3d85c6;">pengganti </span>yang boleh sembuhkan semua luka kat hati aku.</div>
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dan <span style="color: #3d85c6;">pengganti</span> yang boleh kembalikan senyuman aku sama macam yang kau pernah buat dulu.</div>
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atau mungkin lebih.</div>
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jadi,</div>
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jika lepas ni kau tiba tiba hadir kembali dalam hidup aku,</div>
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dengan alasan nak minta maaf atas kesilapan yang pernah kau buat<b> <i><span style="color: red;">dulu.</span></i></b></div>
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<span style="color: #e06666;"><u><i>aku dah lama maafkan kau.</i></u></span></div>
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jika lepas ni kau tiba tiba hadir kembali dalam hidup aku,</div>
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dengan alasan nak aku kembali kat kau,</div>
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<span style="background-color: white;"><span style="color: #e06666;"><u><i>semua itu takkan berlaku.</i></u></span></span></div>
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indeed,</div>
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cuma satu benda je yang aku boleh buat.</div>
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aku akan doakan kau bahagia disamping orang orang yang tersayang.</div>
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dan yang paling penting,</div>
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kau dapat jumpa pengganti yang jauh lebih baik dari aku,</div>
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sebab aku dah <span style="color: #b45f06;">gagal</span> menjadi yang terbaik untuk kau.</div>
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jangan kata aku ego,</div>
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jangan kata aku tipu kau,</div>
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aku dah terlalu penat untuk menunggu.</div>
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jadi, aku mengharap sangat kau faham kenapa.</div>
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assalamualaikum<span style="background-color: white; color: grey; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 14px;">!</span></div>
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have you ever met a stranger. yang tanpa sedar dah jadi sebahagian dari hidup kau sekarang? well, aku pernah.</div>
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kita mungkin tak pernah jumpa dia. atau</div>
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kita mungkin kenal dia. tapi tak pernah bercakap. atau</div>
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kita mungkin tahu siapa dia. tapi tak kenal siapa dia.</div>
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anyway, that is the defination of a stranger,</div>
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in sweet point of view.</div>
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kita tak pernah kenal dia. kita tak pernah jangka nak bertemu dengan dia. dan entah macam mana, kita mula bercakap dengan dia. kita mula rapat dengan dia. dan sikit demi sikit kita mula belajar siapa dia sebenarnya.</div>
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kau akan mula perasan..</div>
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kau akan tahu semua benda tentang dia. <i><span style="color: red;">EVERYTHING</span>.</i></div>
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dan benda tu akan buat kau fall in love with 'stranger'.</div>
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and eventually, dia bukan stranger anymore.</div>
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dia someone yang kau benarkan masuk dalam hati.</div>
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tanpa sedar, they mean the world to you.</div>
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things will be great for a while. butterflies will be all around.</div>
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berjalan macam atas awan.</div>
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<span style="color: #674ea7;">tapi bumi sentiasa berpusing. roda sentiasa berputar.</span><br />
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sekejap atau lama. in the end semuanya akan musnah.<br />
everything feels like it's going to hell.<br />
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bergaduh tanpa sebab. bertekak sampai pukul 4 pagi sedangkan kau sebenarnya dah tak ingat punca kau bergaduh. lama-lama kau dan dia akan mula jauh. as time goes by, kau dan dia dah tak bercakap sangat. kau dan dia stop baca hati satu sama lain. apa yang keluar dari mulut, itu apa kau percaya. sampai satu tahap, kau dah tak kenal siapa dia sebenarnya.<br />
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then, it's end. and you never say a word to each other again.<br />
macam kau dan dia tak pernah jumpa.<br />
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we did meet. we're not a strangers anymore.<br />
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now, look at you.<br />
kau dah tak boleh nak bertentang mata everytime terserempak.<br />
beza kau dan dia yang sekarang.<br />
dan kau dengan dia, masa tak pernah berjumpa dulu is<br />
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<i><b style="background-color: white;"><span style="color: #ea9999;">kau dan dia strangers and memories.</span></b></i></div>
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you still have feelings for him.</div>
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even feelings tu dah tak effect you as much anymore.</div>
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tapi, perasaan tu akan always ada.</div>
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kau akan stalk dia, which shows that you still care.</div>
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kau akan perasan every little things yang sama macam dia.</div>
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dan one day akan ada ayat macam ni keluar dari mulut kau,</div>
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"eh, sama macam dia lah"</div>
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"eh, dulu pun dia pernah buat macam ni"</div>
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"lahh, dia still tak ubah tabiat tu ke"</div>
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feelings that remind you of what you guys used to be. now you're just a stranger to each other again.</div>
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oh, aku lupa. one thing about stranger,</div>
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one day,<span style="color: #38761d;"> dia akan jadi stranger again.</span></div>
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it's a cycle.</div>
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fin.</div>
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aimyyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09421057107146387650noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-979183581960934363.post-80946380416796951172014-01-12T00:48:00.002-08:002014-01-13T15:59:28.683-08:00IT'S TRUTH.<div style="text-align: center;">
Assalamualaikum earthlings.</div>
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hm hm hm.</div>
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<span style="color: #ea9999;"><b><i>SEMUA LELAKI SAMA JE.</i></b></span></div>
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mengakulah, kalau dah nama perempuan. kau mesti pernah ungkap ayat ni at least once after a bad break up.</div>
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well, here's the deal.</div>
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<span style="color: #bf9000;">dunia ni luas. dan kau, kau tak pernah jumpa setiap lelaki dalam dunia ni.</span></div>
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so tak. bukan semua lelaki sama.</div>
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ada lelaki kat luar sana, yang ambil berat tentang kau. yang sangat sangat sayangkan kau. tapi kau, kau tolak dia masuk dalam <b><span style="color: red;">friendzone</span></b>. kau cuma anggap dia sebagai kawan, salah seorang schoolmate or just another stranger passing by.</div>
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kau masih kejar lelaki yang kau sayang lebih dari sayang dia pada kau.</div>
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dan bila lelaki tak guna tu terbalikkan dunia kau, hancurkan hati kau, lukakan hati kau. kau akan salahkan '<span style="color: #e06666;">cinta</span>' dan mula percaya yang lelaki dalam dunia ni sama tak guna macam dia.</div>
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sebenarnya tak.</div>
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cintak tak pergi, yang pergi itu manusia.</div>
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and so what kalau seorang lelaki tak guna lukakan hati kau?</div>
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i promise you, tak semua lelaki dalam dunia ni akan hancurkan hati kau.</div>
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tak semua lelaki dalam dunia ni akan buat kau berhenti percaya pada cinta.<br />
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kau memang ingat dalam dunia nyata ni, kau boleh jatuh cinta macam dalam novel?</div>
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love at first sight, atau that guy baling kelopak bunga rose untuk setiap langkah girlfriend dia pijak?</div>
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well.</div>
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that's not reality.</div>
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walaupun kau dah jumpa lelaki yang baik.</div>
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lelaki tu tak boleh fikir tentang kau 24 jam dalam seminggu. dia tak boleh always bukakan pintu untuk kau. pegangkan handbag everytime shopping, text good morning good night every day. <span style="color: #6aa84f;"><b>lelaki tu takkan perfect. </b></span>dan kalau kau expect lelaki itu untuk jadi perfect, then kau yang tak sedia untuk bercinta.<br />
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akan ada ramai lelaki tak guna yang kau akan bagi peluang untuk lukakan hati kau pada masa akan datang. tapi suatu hari nanti, kau akan jumpa lelaki yang buat kau rasa berbaloi jumpa lelaki-lelaki tak guna sebelum dia. yang akan hilangkan memori buruk kisah kau dengan cinta-cinta yang salah.</div>
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kau akan jumpa lelaki yang hormat kau, layan kau sebaiknya, sama degil macam kau, dan sayang kau sama rata dengan sayang kau dekat dia. atau mungkin lebih. lelaki tu, mungkin takkan tabur kelopak bunga rose untuk setiap langkah kau pijak. tapi dia akan pegang cinta kau and he'll be your side through the hardest times.</div>
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suatu hari nanti,</div>
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kau akan jumpa lelaki yang buat kau terlintas</div>
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<span style="color: #e06666;"><b><i>oh. tak semua lelaki sama rupanya.</i></b></span><br />
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assalamualaikum love!</div>
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dah lama i didn't updating my blog.<br />
well, it was a great and peaceful months for me so far.<br />
<span style="color: #93c47d;">there's no annoying person disturbing my life. tak stress and happily ever after alhamdulillah.</span><br />
maybe sebab dorg tak sibuk sibuk kacau my life kot.<br />
kalau i tahu from the first i dah tukar my blog address tau.<br />
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by the way, happy holiday friends!<br />
lepas ni almost sebulan lebih i'll not meet my bestfriends. classmates. teachers and other students too.<br />
<span style="color: #ea9999;">i'll mishhhyou guys i swear.</span><br />
but of course i do miss him. i will miss him. a lot :><br />
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i'll miss his smile. his eyes. his hair. his voice. his hands. his smirk. his teasing. his humour. his weird face. the way his walk. the way his say my name. the way his look. the way his talk. his singing and everything.<br />
<span style="color: #76a5af;">there's only be him</span>.<br />
my better half.<br />
the only one.<br />
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truth be told,<br />
<span style="color: #c27ba0;">when you finally meet the right one for you,</span><br />
<span style="color: #c27ba0;">it suddenly becomes clear why everyone else was so wrong.</span><br />
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dear better half,<br />
please hug and hold my hands really tight and tell me you love me.<br />
tell me you're glad to be here with me.<br />
tell me everything will be alright and that i make you happy,<br />
and glad to alive.<br />
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i'm amazed when i look at you.<br />
not because of your looks,<br />
<span style="color: #f6b26b;">but because of the fact that everything i have ever wanted is right in front of me.</span><br />
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nothing to say than Alhamdulillah for the happy life i had :)aimyyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09421057107146387650noreply@blogger.com15tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-979183581960934363.post-57751437414094510012013-10-11T10:18:00.001-07:002013-10-11T10:33:50.150-07:00LOVE OVERCOME EVERYTHING ELSE.<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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<span style="background-color: white; color: #666666; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 15px; text-align: center;">sometimes it's scary to find someone that makes you happy.</span><br />
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<span style="background-color: white; color: #666666; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 15px; text-align: center;">you start giving them all of your attention because they're what makes you f</span><span style="background-color: white; color: #674ea7; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 15px; text-align: center;">orget everything bad that's going on in your life.</span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #666666; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 15px; text-align: center;">they're the first person you want to talk to, </span><span style="background-color: white; color: #666666; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 15px; text-align: center;">just so you can</span><span style="background-color: white; color: #93c47d; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 15px; text-align: center;"> start and end your day with a smile</span><span style="background-color: white; color: #666666; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 15px; text-align: center;">.</span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #666666; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 15px; text-align: center;">it all sounds great to have that someone.</span><br />
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<span style="background-color: white; color: #666666; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 15px; text-align: center;">but it's scary to know how easily they could just </span><span style="background-color: white; color: #a64d79; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 15px; text-align: center;">leave and take that happiness away too when they go</span><span style="background-color: white; color: #666666; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 15px; text-align: center;">.</span><br />
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<span style="background-color: white; color: #666666; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 15px; text-align: center;">honestly,</span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #666666; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 15px; text-align: center;">i'm afraid to trust on people.</span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #666666; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 15px; text-align: center;">i don't have any confidence about myself and don't actually know what i want.</span><br />
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<span style="background-color: white; color: #666666; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 15px; text-align: center;">indeed, i'm </span><span style="background-color: white; color: #cc0000; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 15px; text-align: center;">atelphobia</span><span style="background-color: white; color: #666666; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 15px; text-align: center;">.</span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #666666; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 15px; text-align: center;">which is mean a fear of not being good enough.</span><br />
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<span style="background-color: white; color: #666666; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 15px; text-align: center;">i'm fear of anything and everything that can hurt me physically or mentally, sometimes both.</span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #666666; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 15px; text-align: center;">i'm afraid of getting my heart broken and crushed.</span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #666666; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 15px; text-align: center;">because if that happens,</span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #3d85c6; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 15px; text-align: center;">i won't be able to trust anyone ever again.</span><br />
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<span style="background-color: white; color: #666666; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 15px; text-align: center;">i know my heart will be guarded and i won't want to let anyone in..</span><br />
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<span style="background-color: white; color: #666666; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 15px; text-align: center;">4 years ago.</span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #f1c232; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 15px; text-align: center;">perhaps my ego was even higher than me</span><span style="background-color: white; color: #666666; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 15px; text-align: center;">.</span><br />
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<span style="background-color: white; color: #666666; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 15px; text-align: center;">i hate you just because of the stupid reasons.</span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #666666; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 15px; text-align: center;">i ignored you and didn't care about you.</span><br />
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<span style="background-color: white; color: #666666; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 15px; text-align: center;">i'm sorry for being that way.</span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #666666; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 15px; text-align: center;">and i'm sorry because i'm too late to realize.</span><br />
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<span style="background-color: white; color: #666666; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 15px; text-align: center;">i'm touched, seriously..</span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #666666; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 15px; text-align: center;">i know you had so much pains and hurts.</span><br />
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<span style="background-color: white; color: #666666; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 15px; text-align: center;">but now i'm brave enough to accept and trust you in my life.</span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #666666; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 15px; text-align: center;">i'm lucky for having a guy who is never getting tired and bored with me.</span><br />
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<span style="background-color: white; color: #666666; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 15px; text-align: center;">thanks because waiting for me for a very long hurt and pain time.</span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #6aa84f; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 15px; text-align: center;">may this relationship will be the last one.</span><br />
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<span style="background-color: white; color: #666666; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 15px; text-align: center;">truly,</span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #666666; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 15px; text-align: center;">i had no idea that you would mean so much to me.</span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #666666; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 15px; text-align: center;">we will make our life meaningful.</span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #666666; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 15px; text-align: center;">in sha Allah.</span><br />
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<span style="background-color: white; color: #666666; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 15px;">itu apa yang semua orang cakap.</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; color: #666666; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 15px;">apa yang diorang tak faham, nak percaya tu bukan senang.</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; color: #666666; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 15px;">kau buat macam semua sakit yang aku tahan selama ni, tak bermakna langsung.</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; color: #666666; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 15px;">air mata aku yang mengalir selama ni memang murah dia sampai jual dekat pasar malam seringgit satu baldi pun tak laku.</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; color: #666666; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 15px;">tolonglah faham, aku </span><span style="background-color: white; color: #b6d7a8; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 15px;">hawa</span><span style="background-color: white; color: #666666; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 15px;">.</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; color: #666666; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 15px;">tapi tak mustahil satu hari nanti....</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; color: #f6b26b; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 15px;">kau juga akan buat aku hilang keyakinan pada cinta yang kau pernah buat aku percaya dulu.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #666666; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 11px; line-height: 15px;">kena tipu dengan orang yang kita percaya sepenuh hati kita.</span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #666666; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 11px; line-height: 15px;">sakit tu akan bertambah kali ganda, bila kita dah banyak kali bagi dia peluang</span></span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; color: #666666; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 15px; text-align: left;">kau, tak perlu bagitahu aku semua benda. tapi, tolong </span><span style="background-color: white; color: #cc0000; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 15px; text-align: left;">jangan tipu</span><span style="background-color: white; color: #666666; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 15px; text-align: left;"> aku.</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; color: #666666; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 15px;">tolong, jangan salahkan aku.</span><br />
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<span style="background-color: white; color: #666666; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 15px;">beribu kali aku dah cuba nak percayakan kau.</span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #666666; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 15px;">tapi hati aku tetap kata </span><span style="background-color: white; color: #cc0000; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 15px;">TAK</span><span style="background-color: white; color: #666666; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 15px;">.</span><br />
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<span style="background-color: white; color: #666666; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 15px;">tolong jangan kata yang aku tak pernah mencuba.</span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #666666; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 15px;">jangan kata aku terlalu pentingkan ego aku.</span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #666666; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 15px;">jangan kata aku tak pernah nak jaga hati dan perasaan orang lain</span><br />
<span style="color: #666666; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 11px; line-height: 15px;">dan jangan kata aku tak pernah bagi kau peluang.</span></span><br />
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orang kata, hidup jangan tamak.<br />
tapi kau, aku dan kita semua manusia biasa.<br />
benda normal lah tu kan kalau..<br />
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kita ada dua pilihan, kita still nak dua-dua,<br />
dan even if kita ada dua puluh enam pilihan,<br />
kita still nak dua puluh enam, dua puluh enam itu.<br />
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jangan risau.<br />
itu normal.<br />
kita manusia.<br />
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tapi itu lahh. orang tua-tua selalunya betul.<br />
<span style="background-color: #fff2cc;">kalau kita tak belajar pilih antara dua, kita akan hilang dua dua.</span><br />
fact proven.<br />
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aku pernah hilang dua-dua. sebab aku tak sanggup nak pilih antara dua.<br />
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<span style="text-align: center;">the fact that kau akan hilang salah sorang. </span><br />
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<span style="text-align: center;">kau pernah rasa?</span><br />
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<span style="text-align: center;">those random funny moments with your bestfriends.</span><br />
<span style="text-align: center;">and you laugh the hell out of your stomach.</span><br />
<span style="text-align: center;">menyambung-menyambung gelak kau dengan kawan-kawan baik kau.</span><br />
<span style="text-align: center;">for things yang tak kelakar pun sebenarnya.</span><br />
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<span style="text-align: center;">tapi kau still gelak,</span><br />
<span style="text-align: center;">sampai rahang kau lenguh.</span><br />
<span style="text-align: center;">sampai perut kau senak.</span><br />
<span style="text-align: center;">sampai mata kau berair.</span><br />
<span style="text-align: center;">sampai gelak kau dah tak berbunyi.</span><br />
<span style="text-align: center;">sampai kau nak kena tarik nafas sebab nak sambung gelak lagi.</span><br />
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<span style="text-align: center;">you're happy.</span><br />
<span style="text-align: center;">you simply laugh at everything.</span><br />
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<span style="text-align: center;">but suddenly,</span><br />
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<span style="text-align: center;">kau ter-dengar something pasal orang yang kau sayang,</span><br />
<span style="text-align: center;">yang buat senyuman kau mati tiba-tiba.</span><br />
<span style="text-align: center;">yang buat mata kau sepet sebab tengah gelak,</span><br />
<span style="text-align: center;">jadi layu tunggu masa air mata nak jatuh</span><br />
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<span style="text-align: center;">tak sampai 20 seconds</span><br />
<span style="text-align: center;">gelakk kau yang macam nak terhenti jantung kau berdenyut tadi</span><br />
<span style="text-align: center;">tiba-tiba bunyi macam ni...</span><br />
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<span style="text-align: center;">"<span style="color: #6aa84f;">hehhh, haaa, hahaaaa, *tarik nafas dalam dalam*</span>"</span><br />
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i<span style="color: red;"> hate</span> that feeling.</div>
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saat kau terdengar something yang sentap tangkai jiwa kau.</div>
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senyum kau terkubur.</div>
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but you know what.</div>
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kau tak rasa sedih pun sebenarnya.</div>
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kau cuma rasa kosong.</div>
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<span style="color: #c27ba0;">kosong sangat otak, jiwa dengan hati kau.</span></div>
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kalau aku, aku harap sangat kalau aku boleh.</div>
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aku taknak ter-dengar pun story yang macam tu.</div>
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but i can't. aku dah pun dengar. aku pun dah rasa kosong.</div>
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and after a while. when i'm alone.</div>
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baru aku mula rasa sedih. air mata nak mengalir macam waterfall.</div>
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and time tu. fikiran kau start fikir bukan bukan.</div>
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fikir tentang macam mana hubungan kau dengan dia nanti.</div>
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perlu ke kau pertahankan?</div>
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rasa sayang ni makin pudar macam tu je.</div>
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that damn something yang boleh rosakkan mood kau for the whole day.</div>
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<span style="color: #666666; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 11px; line-height: 15px;">when i was 13 years old. i do complained. mostly perihal sekolah.</span></span><br />
<span style="color: #666666; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 11px; line-height: 15px;">ade je yang tak kena i don't know why.</span></span><br />
<span style="color: #666666; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 11px; line-height: 15px;">and usually i'd told my mom. tp one day, not long ago, my mom was tired and she said</span></span><br />
<span style="color: #666666; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 11px; line-height: 15px;">'kalau susah sgt kan kau kawin je lahh dik. tak payah sekolah'</span></span><br />
<span style="color: #666666; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 11px; line-height: 15px;">from that day i stopped complaining haha.</span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span style="color: #674ea7; font-size: 11px; line-height: 15px;">mula-mula benci, lama-lama sayang.</span></span><br />
<span style="color: #666666; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 11px; line-height: 15px;">have you ever heard this quote before?</span></span><br />
<span style="color: #666666; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 11px; line-height: 15px;">my mom always say this to me.</span></span><br />
<span style="color: #666666; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 11px; line-height: 15px;">for me this quote......is ridiculous.</span></span><br />
<span style="color: #666666; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 11px; line-height: 15px;">how can we loved someone we hate? instantly? tak mungkin. T.T</span></span><br />
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<span style="color: #666666; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 11px; line-height: 15px;">people ask me why is it so hard to trust people</span></span><br />
<span style="color: #666666; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 11px; line-height: 15px;">and i ask, why is it so hard to keep a promise.</span></span><br />
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<span style="color: #666666; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 11px; line-height: 15px;">no girl wants a guy who flirts with everyone.</span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 11px; line-height: 15px;"><span style="color: #666666;">so that's the reason why i </span><span style="color: #cc0000;">hate</span><span style="color: #666666;"> a guy-man-boy-etc.</span></span></span><br />
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<span style="color: #666666; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 11px; line-height: 15px;">tapi, you never know what somebody else is going through.</span></span><br />
<span style="color: #666666; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 11px; line-height: 15px;">all can seem well on the surface while a completely different story lay buried underneath.</span></span><br />
<span style="color: #666666; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 11px; line-height: 15px;">next time if you want to say or do something that could possibly offend another,</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span style="color: #cc0000; font-size: 11px; line-height: 15px;">think twice...</span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 11px; line-height: 15px;"><span style="color: #666666;">now i began to trust this '</span><span style="color: #674ea7;">mula-mula benci, lama-lama sayang</span><span style="color: #666666;">' 's quote.</span></span></span><br />
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<span style="color: #666666; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 11px; line-height: 15px;">the first day i met him. i don't really like him.</span></span><br />
<span style="color: #666666; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 11px; line-height: 15px;">even he's so nice with me, i still hate him.</span></span><br />
<span style="color: #666666; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 11px; line-height: 15px;">for 4 years he waited for me. i still don't care about him. at all.</span></span><br />
<span style="color: #666666; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 11px; line-height: 15px;">i don't know why. maybe i hate the way he do.</span></span><br />
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<span style="color: #666666; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 11px; line-height: 15px;">and one day, not long ago, in May maybe,</span></span><br />
<span style="color: #666666; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 11px; line-height: 15px;">my friends started talked about him.</span></span><br />
<span style="color: #666666; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 11px; line-height: 15px;">they're asking me why i hate that boy.</span></span><br />
<span style="color: #6aa84f; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 11px; line-height: 15px;">spontaneously i said i don't know.</span></span><br />
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<span style="color: #666666; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 11px; line-height: 15px;">i keep thinking why i hate him. the reason is..</span></span><br />
<span style="color: #666666; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 11px; line-height: 15px;">..nothing.</span></span><br />
<span style="color: #666666; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 11px; line-height: 15px;">i don't hate him actually. i'm just not ready to trust on people.</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 11px; line-height: 15px;"><span style="color: #666666;">i told my mom and again she said '</span><span style="color: #674ea7;">mula-mula benci lama-lama sayang</span><span style="color: #666666;">'.</span></span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 11px; line-height: 15px;"><span style="color: #666666;">from now on, the '</span><span style="color: #cc0000;">hate</span><span style="color: #666666;">' feeling is changing to '</span><span style="color: #cc0000;">love</span><span style="color: #666666;">'</span></span></span><br />
<span style="color: #666666; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 11px; line-height: 15px;">and i'm afraid to lose him.</span></span><br />
<span style="color: #666666; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 11px; line-height: 15px;">maybe yes i'm selfish, impatient, and a little insecure, </span></span><br />
<span style="color: #666666; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 11px; line-height: 15px;">i'm sorry for being that way.</span></span><br />
<span style="color: #666666; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 11px; line-height: 15px;">but i hope that this relationship will be last longer. ye awak? :'></span></span><br />
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<span style="color: #666666; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 11px; line-height: 15px;">and you know, MOM ALWAYS RIGHT.</span></span>aimyyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09421057107146387650noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-979183581960934363.post-35656161392828420612013-09-14T01:00:00.002-07:002013-09-14T01:05:48.712-07:00TAKDIR, MUNGKIN?<br />
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<span style="background-color: white; color: #666666; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 15px;">'</span><span style="background-color: white; color: #6aa84f; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 15px;">dia buat aku gelak, waktu aku rasa aku dah tak mampu nak senyum</span><span style="background-color: white; color: #666666; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 15px;">'</span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #666666; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 15px;">and he don't even need to be in front of me to do that so.</span><br />
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<span style="background-color: white; color: #666666; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 15px;">you see..</span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #666666; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 15px;">you're so special to me and i can't even explain why.</span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #666666; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 15px;">and you said i'm special too,</span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #666666; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 15px;">and thanks for treating me like one.</span><br />
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<span style="background-color: white; color: #666666; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 15px;">i just want to find the right words to tell you that i want to move on, i want to be happy, i want to let you go.</span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #666666; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 15px;">but, </span><span style="background-color: white; color: #76a5af; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 15px;">i'm still trying to figure out where we went wrong.</span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #666666; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 15px;">when did it all fall apart?</span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #666666; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 15px;">i really believed that this was something worth fighting for, but somewhere along the way i was proven wrong.</span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #666666; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 15px;">i think what's worse than loosing someone, is not knowing why you lost them,</span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #666666; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 15px;">and </span><span style="background-color: white; color: #76a5af; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 15px;">i honestly don't know how and when do i lost you?</span><br />
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<span style="background-color: white; color: #666666; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 15px;">i'll regret losing you, go through your pictures that i still have saved and punish myself for ruining everything we had.</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; color: #f6b26b; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 15px;">there will also be days where i feel strong</span><span style="background-color: white; color: #666666; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 15px;">.</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; color: #666666; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 15px;">i feel as if i can move on, i don't to talk to you and even thinking of you just reminds me of how much yo're holding me back.</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; color: #666666; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 15px;">the days where i feel i'm done with you and i don't care anymore.</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; color: #666666; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 15px;">but i'm sorry i'm letting you go. this doesn't mean that i was gave up,</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; color: #666666; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 15px;">but thanks for giving me a chance for having someone which is more better than you.</span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #666666; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 15px;">i just want to show without you, i can be happy too.</span></div>
aimyyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09421057107146387650noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-979183581960934363.post-52920878934515924252013-09-07T02:58:00.003-07:002014-05-08T11:07:07.341-07:00PEOPLE CHANGE. MEMORIES DON'T.<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
assalamualaikum!</div>
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<span style="color: #0c343d; font-family: 'Open Sans'; font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px;">one day, when my dad come back home from work, he gave me teddy.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #0c343d; font-family: 'Open Sans'; font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px;">he said, '</span><span style="font-family: 'Open Sans'; font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px;"><span style="color: #741b47;"> from now on, teddy will take care of you whenever we're not home. she will protect you from the monsters in your bedroom like i always did. she also will hug you whenever you get scared like mother always did</span></span><span style="color: #0c343d; font-family: 'Open Sans'; font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px;">'</span></div>
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<span style="color: #0c343d; font-family: 'Open Sans'; font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px;">he smiled and go to bed.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #0c343d; font-family: 'Open Sans'; font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px;">from that day, we used to do things together, like ride bikes, sit in the grass and talk and reads stories.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #0c343d; font-family: 'Open Sans'; font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px;">she will listen to my stories quietly until the end of it.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #0c343d; font-family: 'Open Sans'; font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px;">we had so much fun over the years.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #0c343d; font-family: 'Open Sans'; font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px;">but after awhile, my stupid brother wrestling her and she got thorn up.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #0c343d; font-family: 'Open Sans'; font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px;">when that happened i would sew her back together.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #0c343d; font-family: 'Open Sans'; font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px;">i pretended that she was having surgery.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #0c343d; font-family: 'Open Sans'; font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px;">and when she got out surgery i would set her in a bed and i mad her to recover in.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #0c343d; font-family: 'Open Sans'; font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px;">one day when i came home from school went straight to my room to get teddy and tell her about my day while i was doing my homework.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #0c343d; font-family: 'Open Sans'; font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px;">but when i got there she wasn't there.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #0c343d; font-family: 'Open Sans'; font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px;">i looked everywhere.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #0c343d; font-family: 'Open Sans'; font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px;">by the end of the day i never found her.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #0c343d; font-family: 'Open Sans'; font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px;">i looked day and night. but at nights when i used to cry myself to sleep in my dark room alone and scared that the monsters would get me and i asked myself,</span></div>
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<span style="color: #0c343d; font-family: 'Open Sans'; font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px;">and if one day, i got kids of my own. i'll be coolest mom ever.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #0c343d; font-family: 'Open Sans'; font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px;">i'll tell them a story how my first life starts and end.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #0c343d; font-family: 'Open Sans'; font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px;">i'll remind them that life is not as easy as they think.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #bf9000; font-family: 'Open Sans'; font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px;">what's done is done. what's gone is gone.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #0c343d; font-family: 'Open Sans'; font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px;">on of life's lessons is always moving on.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #0c343d; font-family: 'Open Sans'; font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px;">it's okay to look back and think of fond memories but keep moving forward.</span></div>
aimyyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09421057107146387650noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-979183581960934363.post-68380299806596520482013-09-04T03:00:00.000-07:002013-09-04T03:19:18.364-07:00FRIENDSHIPassalamualaikum.<br />
tadi kann i went to surau. then adalah sorang budak perempuan( form 1 maybe) datang tegur.<br />
'kakak aimyy. kakak ade blog eh?' and i was like 'ehh hi. ade ade mana tahu ni?'<br />
'sometime kita baca blog akak' and i 'ehhe yeke. alamakk ade orang baca malu nyee hihihihi' then i gave her a smiled :)<br />
she's quiet interested girl i think. thanks for read my blog adik comel.<br />
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so back to the topic.<br />
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<span style="background-color: #ead1dc;">friendship is the purest love. it's the highest form of love where nothing is asked for, no condition, where one simply enjoys giving.</span></blockquote>
life is a funny thing. it twists and turns and in the bad times, it's just breaks and burns.<br />
but as you getting older, you just live and learn to shrug your shoulders.<br />
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im mature enough to look past many things. mature enough to respect others that have little respect to me.<br />
because i believe that everything i do, Allah will see. He will see the good in me.<br />
that no matter how much people talk about me. hate me. belittle me. doubt me. hurt me. or betray me.<br />
that im mature enough to forgive them.<br />
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that im mature enough to look past all their flaws.<br />
because i believe we all sin and we are far from perfect.<br />
that i have to forgive myself and forgive others around me.<br />
i'll never stop being who i am. i'll continue to care for people and be a friend.<br />
because i know that Allah will not let that be unnoticed. that He will see.<br />
i believe in people, the good in people.<br />
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friendship isn't something we learn in school. but if we haven't learned the meaning of friendship, you really haven't learned anything.<br />
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i know that im not the greatest, im not the most talented, or have the most things, but i'll be there until you find someone who can do more for you.<br />
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that's who i am, the friend that's always there until something better comes along.<br />
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so my dear friends. please forgive me if i did something that make you hurt intentionally or unintentionally.<br />
*for 4 topaz. 4 ratna. 4 zamrud. 4 permata dan semua batch 97 mostly hihi :')aimyyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09421057107146387650noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-979183581960934363.post-40124904181163420442013-09-03T01:41:00.000-07:002013-09-07T19:41:49.473-07:00MEMORY GONE.<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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hati, sabar ya? selagi kau boleh pendam. kau pendam.</div>
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air mata, tolong jangan mengalir. kau kena kuat.</div>
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kenangan, tolong jangan padam.</div>
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sebab kau, satu satunya sebab kenapa aku boleh bertahan.</div>
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satu hari nanti, dia yg dulu akan datang balik<br />
satu hari nanti, kau takkan pendam rasa sakit.<br />
satu hari nanti, air mata kau takkan perlu mengalir lagi.<br />
satu hari nanti, kau dah tak perlu berpura pura senyum.<br />
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<description style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;">aku taknak dia sakit. lagi lagi sakit sebab aku.</description></div>
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saya takut, awak yang sekarang, akan buat saya pergi..</div>
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aimyyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09421057107146387650noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-979183581960934363.post-12221084479706176052013-07-31T00:36:00.000-07:002013-08-09T10:55:02.779-07:00I MAKE MISTAKES. SO?<span style="background-color: white; color: #666666; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 15px;">Assalamualaikum</span><span style="background-color: white; color: #666666; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 15px;">!</span><br />
<span style="color: #666666; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 11px; line-height: 15px;">hmm..yesterday i'm posting something yang maybe hurt people.</span></span><br />
<span style="color: #666666; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 11px; line-height: 15px;">tapidah delete sebab i don't want anybody get hurt next become a serious fray.</span></span><br />
<span style="color: #666666; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 11px; line-height: 15px;">truth be told i'm sorry for being that way sebab i hurt too much.</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 11px; line-height: 15px;"><span style="color: #666666;">tapi after listening some advice from </span><span style="color: #93c47d;">firdaus</span><span style="color: #666666;">, i realized and felt brainless</span></span></span><span style="background-color: white; color: #666666; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 15px;">!</span><br />
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<span style="color: #666666; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 11px; line-height: 15px;">i lost my temper, i'm tired with those people yang always talking something bad about other in fact they're most worst than people that they're keep talking about.</span></span><br />
<span style="color: #666666; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 11px; line-height: 15px;">dear friends, are you ever just overwhelmed by horrifying thought that maybe, nobody ACTUALLY wants you around?</span></span><br />
<span style="color: #666666; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 11px; line-height: 15px;">and it's not that you think everyone hates you, but it's just that you're not 'special' to anyone?</span></span><br />
<span style="color: #666666; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 11px; line-height: 15px;">and that... its really kind of sucky that you're 98</span></span><span style="background-color: white; color: #444444; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: x-small; line-height: 16px;">%</span><span style="color: #666666; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 15px;"> </span><span style="color: #666666; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 15px;">sure that thinks "Wow, i just really like talking to her."</span><br />
<span style="color: #666666; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 15px;">and that you could probably just disappear without anyone caring that much?</span><br />
<span style="color: #666666; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 15px;">just because i'm smiling in the class doesn't mean i don't want to hit your face either.</span><br />
<span style="color: #666666; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 15px;">what d'you get when you're keep saying something bad about me again and again.</span><br />
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<span style="background-color: #fce5cd; color: #666666; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 15px;">don't judge me unless you have looked through my eyes, experienced what i have, and cried as many tears as me. until the back-off, cause you have no idea.</span></blockquote>
<span style="color: #666666; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 15px;">lagipun i don't have any reason to be jealous-envious-malicious-malign-mean-sulphurous-venomous with you.</span><br />
<span style="color: #666666; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 15px;">sebab for me my life is most perfect than you which is i don't need to be PLASTIC.</span><br />
<span style="color: #b45f06; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 11px; line-height: 15px;">and at least i'm pure. takde berpura-pura. i'm trying to be honest. and i believe and proud with myself :)</span></span><br />
<span style="color: #666666; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 11px; line-height: 15px;">and now, i don't care what people talking about me. either it's bad thing or good thing.</span></span><br />
<span style="color: #666666; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 11px; line-height: 15px;">i know we're far from perfect.</span></span><br />
<span style="color: #666666; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 11px; line-height: 15px;">and my advise for those yang sangat suka cari salah orang tuh.</span></span><br />
<span style="color: #666666; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 11px; line-height: 15px;">CHANGE YOUR LIFESTYLE.</span></span><br />
<span style="color: #666666; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 11px; line-height: 15px;">you just doing something stupid and pointless. say sorry to them sebab takut kalau umur tak panjang, tak sempat pulak nak mintak maaf. ehehek</span></span><br />
<span style="color: #666666; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 11px; line-height: 15px;">remember Allah always with us and protect us as long as we trust Him and didn't do thing yang militated from perintah-Nya.</span></span><br />
<span style="color: #666666; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 11px; line-height: 15px;">salam</span></span><span style="background-color: white; color: #666666; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 15px;">!</span><br />
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<span style="background-color: white; color: #666666; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 15px;">p/s : sorry if i offended anyone. just want to give a friendly reminder. sometimes we need that right ehek. peace </span><span style="background-color: white; color: #37404e; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px;">=p</span>aimyyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09421057107146387650noreply@blogger.com0